Archive | Monument Valley Adventure RSS feed for this section

Each has a Cross to Bear

8 Sep
Key Lime Pie

Key Lime Pie was terrified the few days before school started. What a hard thing to start high school in a strange place and where you know none of the other students! I never had to do that.

She has settled in really well, however and quickly found friends. I was so worried that she was “behind” in math, because she did not finish Algebra 1 in eighth grade. She barely began Algebra the last few weeks of school last spring. We had been working on algebraic thinking all year as part of morning time using a fantastic program called “Hands on Equations.”

Now, 3 weeks into the school year here in Utah, I am hearing from the Math teacher that I should consider putting Key Lime Pie in Math 1 and 2 concurrently, or she will be bored. All my fears about “behind” were apparently baseless.

Last Monday, Banana Cream Pie decided she hated public school and wanted to go back to home school, because public school makes her write too much, and because she is lonely at school. We had a long talk, with lots of tears and hugs, and I finally convinced her that I couldn’t make a decision like that on a Monday morning, that I would have to consult with her father over a few days, and that in the mean time, she would have to continue going to school.

I pointed out that not wanting to do the work at school is a bad reason to choose home school because she is in 6th grade now, and I would require her to write just as much at home as the school is.

Also one and a half weeks is too short a time to make friends, it needs more time, and switching to home school would not fix that lack of friends problem either.

Hopefully, she starts to feel more like she belongs in school soon.

We made plans to save up some of my substitute teaching money to get either a gerbil or a Guinea Pig, so that Banana Cream Pie has something furry to look forward to playing with after school. She thinks this will make life bearable.

Banana Cream Pie makes chickens

In the mean time, she has been knitting chickens for company.

“The rooster is named Hei Hei. The hens are named Jeremy, Jeff, Nugget, and Bartholomew.” **giggling**
Apple Pie makes a hat

Apple Pie is not to be left out of yarn crafts and is crocheting a Jelly fish hat for her planned Halloween costume.

Apple Pie

She is still struggling with reading (I was looking into getting her tested for Dyslexia when we moved) and has shed some tears over the embarrassment of having to read out-loud in class and not being able to get the words right.

But yesterday, she came home jubilant over getting all the math problems on the test correct (and thus earning 3 pieces of candy.) Hopefully this reinforces what I’ve been telling her, that different people learn skills at different paces, and being slow to learn one skill does not take away how gifted she is in other areas.

Zeek/Roo

Also on Wednesday, Zeek cried because Skeeter always gets to have homework and he (Zeek) never gets homework even though they are both in third grade.

Skeeter/Ant

Skeeter sobbed great tears yesterday because I would not let him ride a bike without wearing a helmet.

Each of us have our crosses to bear in this life.

Hike near Gouldings Arch, the Mittens in the background

Love,

GlowWorm

Zeek/Goulding’s Arch
The resident Captain
Banana Cream Pie, Skeeter
Banana Cream Pie, Key Lime Pie, Skeeter
BCP

Hike to Goulding’s Arch

23 Aug

Now this is why we came to Monument Valley!

Skeeter
Key Lime Pie
Skeeter, Zeek, Apple Pie
Apple Pie
Our Great Guide and new teacher friend
Banana Cream Pie
Fun new teacher friends
Kids of our new friends
Success

Everyone under age ten cried on the way home, so it must have been a success.

Love

GlowWorm

Monument Valley week 4

16 Aug
Key Lime Pie ready for High School


Today was the first day of school for all the kids, so for the first time in 23 years, I have no littles home with me during the day. They are all gone to school. By homeschooling, I did delay this day by a couple of years. Now it is the end of a phase of my life. An era. An epoch.

I’m doing all the hard things at once… Moving away from all my friends and the place I’ve lived for 44 years, graduating half my kids into adulthood, and the other half into public school.

Banana Cream Pie- power stance for 6th grade

I did not anticipate that having all my kids in school would cause me to question my usefulness as a person. But it did. Last night I suddenly felt that nothing I would do in the home going forward would be of value, and that I was no longer needed.

Apple Pie is ready for 4th grade

It is strange how I can know a thought isn’t true and yet it can have such power over me at the same time. After a bit, I realized that I could give myself permission to grieve over this ending, and went to bed feeling curiously a little better.

Scooter Pie #1 (Roo) 3rd Grade

Then Scooter Pie #1 came to my room and said, “Mom I forgot to tell you something.” I walked him back to bed. He worried aloud that there might be monsters under his bed and he pointed to the scary, skinny shadow in the corner that made him “crash” in his brain. I told him I was pretty sure that there were only legos under his bed.

“Can you look just in case, because they are invisible during the day?”

I looked. “Look for the red eyes,” he instructed me, quavering a little.

I did not find any red-eye monsters under the bed, just Pokémon cards, but I found the source of the scary skinny shadow (it was the string of a treasure bag dangling from the windowsill)

and I found that I am still needed after all.

Scooter Pie #2 Ant has (or had) a sliver in his thumb. Hopefully by tomorrow we can solve the sliver problem and convince him to wear close-toed shoes to school.

Today I am looking up college courses that I can take online while the rest of the family is at school. There is much of value that I can do. The end of an era is not the end of everything. And I did bring my sewing machine with me to Utah.  😉 

❤ Glow Worm

New Home in Monument Valley

11 Aug

Monument Valley remains beautiful. To my surprise, we get little cloudbursts of rain every few days. It’s always short and light, but still. Rain! Yesterday there was a glorious rainbow over Mitchell Butte. The monuments change with every variation in the light, and I am fascinated by them. My phone camera cannot adequately capture the beauty here.

The remoteness of this place, and my still not knowing more than a couple of people got to me yesterday. I took the kids to Blanding (71 miles away) to get library cards and to go to Family Dollar, because someone needed underwear.

I used to pass by 5 Dollar Generals in the same length drive in Missouri!

I never imagined I would have to drive over an hour to get to a store not-quite-as-good as Dollar General- don’t they specialize at being out in the middle of nowhere? Now I am so remote that the closest Dollar General is two and a half hours away!

As I approach 3 weeks here, I am suddenly grieving that I won’t be in Missouri on Sunday, seeing friendly smiles, getting a big love hug from Nancy A, and talking easily because I know everyone and they know me. Here every conversation is still a big effort.

I’m shy but I’m not reserved, once I get started talking, I’ll share way too much personal information! But here everybody seems really reserved, and I’m struggling to connect.

Life moves slowly on the Rez.

I am not used to moving slowly; some days I relish it, and other days, I rebel against it.

Luckily, morning light brings a fresh perspective for me as well as for the monuments.

Life is good, and my being here is good.

Getting to know the people here is just a process I will have to be patient with.